1). Determination- 1st 3 days: I spent on this site, drinking fruit juice & learning the true horror of what smoking does to a body. 2) Pride - I'm just as good as anyone else now - I don't smell, I haven't done anything I'm ashamed of. 3) Relief - it was much easier than I would ever have imagined it would be. 4) Frustration - I can't share my achievement with friends or relatives because none of them knew I smoked. 5) Fear - someone irritated me yesterday & I wanted to light up so badly it made me realize it's not over till it's over. 6) Anxiety - is it too late - will my body recover. 7). Nostagia - I miss my 'private, secret, smoking time'