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Je veux de l'amour , de la joie , de la bonne humeurCe n'est pas votre argent qui fera mon bonheurMoi je veux crever la main sur le coeurAllons ensemble decouvrir ma liberteOubliez donc tous vos clichesBienvenue dans ma realite( a song of zaz ) I am so happy and comfortable I dont remember which day I am going through .Belive it is much more easier after 1 month. 1st month I thought something will happen after I pass 1 month but nothing happened . I was counting the days. I will never put my guard down I know I am a healing addict and I am one puff away to my full fledged addiction BUT there is a clear difference I am WELL EDUCATED NOW.I feel really FREE . FREE . FREE. I am drinking 3rd glass of wine. And can still have fun with my music.I can think of my course of French tomorrow I will sing to my friends this song.I can think everything. My brain is clean.I am cleanHappy Honoured .I love you all that worked for this coming true. You helpmed me to break free with your education but I DID IT I BREAK FREE ADDICTIONTHATS MY SUCCESS And feeling WONDERFULL Johnnie wrote:Congrats on going Green, Sinem. Now it just keeps getting better.
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Enjoy the emerging you, Sinem!!!
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Congratulations on going green Sinem.NTAPSimon
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And if I take one and forget it wont hurt anyone ? Its important
that I should not relapse. Then I went to bathroom. Washed my face. Look at my
pinky in the mirror and said
Hey sinem , You are trying to cheat yourself. And NTAP was
in my head . I said No If I take 1 it will be for all and I have suffered so long
. Dont want to go back and try my chance.
No this is not the key I found that has magic to open my
door to freedom always. This key I gained and its not sure if I will be lucky
to try again. It wont worth.
Its not fun.It will be my
addiction start again. While he was smoking I was in the room and I felt
my lungs ache . Then when I take the buts to put the bin they smelled awful I
touched one of them and my hand smelled bad. I washed my hands brushed my teeth.
I was a little bit sad told myself No Nicotine Today.
When I wake up in the morning I was happy and thankfull that
I did not relapse.I was too sure of my quit but yesterday I see triggers little
cravings . Means I should not be too sure and always care of my quit.
thanks freedom for all you thought me
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