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JohnPolito wrote: What's exciting is how far you've come in these past three months, the deep healing allowed, and the fact that you again occupy the driver's seat of your mind. Never have you been more kind to you, ElleBee, than ending your senseless gradual self destruction. Breathe deep, hug hard, live long,John (Gold x14)
What wonderful words from John. That is some of the best stuff I have read in this forum for me.
My father died from lung cancer twenty five years ago. Took him three years to die...it was horrible and I swore I would quit after it "was all over". I never did for any length of time until now.
Just last night I had a dream ( I don't ever dream of my Father...don't know why) that my Father was sitting on the step with my baby grandaughter in his lap and I was at the bottom of the steep driveway. He called to me for something and I trotted up the drive. When I reached him I said," look Dad, I quit smoking! I can breath again!" A few short months ago I couldn't walk up that driveway without resting nevermind trot up the drive today I can.
Still nicotine free and grateful for that. Sometimes I go a few days without even remembering what it was like although I never want to forget. I don't dwell on the past but my past makes me stronger.
Keep up the good work Elle, it gets great.
November 1, 2012 quit
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