I just read some of the extraordinary messages and have to admit I feel truly ashamed of myself. After doing well and fighting the fight I decided all I wanted and needed today was a ""Is that all there is poor me party"" I don`t need nicodemon to torture me
I can do his work and let him have a cigerette break.
My stats are art in progress~I feel better than I have in years~I`m getting hugs and support from family,friends in my daily life and of course all of you ready,able and willing to help me at a moments notice. I think now that I don`t have the nicotine to blame I better get up off my butt and get real. It`s working, I can and am doing it, and most of all I`m worth doing it for. If I don`t quit sabotaging my own efforts and those of all trying to help me I`m doomed.
I truly think I wanted it to be too impossible to do so I would give up. Now I`m stuck an ex smoker who can`t deal with the
success. Go figure!!! I think it`s back to square one for me. No I`m not even considering flicking that Bic and igniting my life!
I`ve got to adjust my attitude It`s not about smoking It`s about me and why and what my issue is. I`ll be burning the midnight oil tonight and hopefully I`ll get to the bottom of my problem Did you ever see so many I`s , me`s , and mys before?????
Not One Puff 3W 8H 30M 50S Tessa
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