Congratulations Jelly on 70 days quit...an awesome accomplishment indeed. Holidays coming to a halt and a new year beginning can bring lots of emotions to the rise. Even folks who don't deal with an addiction have these same feelings. Don't let an emotional state of mind be confused with your strong and determined quit....you said it yourself......
"I have 70 days without a single puff......I AM doing very very good as
far as a quit goes.....it just doesnt
seem to me like I am doing well at all."
You mentioned being tired of having to think of your quit...as time goes by you'll think of it less and less but never do you want to stop worrying about it or become complacent...this can mean doom. Stay focused and proud...your addiction is big and powerful...never let your guard down...to stay in control you must keep driving...never let go.
Stay proud sweetheart as you are doing great work. It does get frustrating but trust those who have driven in this journey lots longer. An amazing ride and lots of glory...each new day brings us more than we dreamed of. Finishing a second year of freedom and I wouldn't trade it for the world. This didn't come easy but it certainly is worth the few bumps.
Hugs and Happy New Year!!!
....But Just for today : ))
Hugs...Joanne ; )