Welcome to Freedom, Star!
And another congratulation on your incipient Greening.
I see you are at the emotional stage of your quit. One thing that really helped me was to read

We actually "grieve" for our "friend" nicotine... who has now "died". And the stages of grieving are the stages of our recovery. Nicotine didn't make you strong, and its absence won't remove the inner core of who you are. Its just during the recovery process things will be seeking a new balance.

Nicotine addicts us through dopamine, the brain's "feel good" chemical. Understand how you could feel less than good right now? Its temporary. It will get better!

And you are doing this!

YQB BillW Five years, five months, four weeks, one day, 12 minutes and 10 seconds. 60120 cigarettes not smoked, saving $11,729.05. Life saved: 29 weeks, 5 days, 18 hours, 0 minutes.