Welcome Doc. Your doing great so keep going won't ya?
I do believe you have it in you. We all have the ability to do this. It just takes a little determination and education to make it happen for most. I come from a world where nobody ever quit. I had no role model or guide to go by until landing here. That is when I discovered that people actually quit smoking and that there is life beyond nicotine and the journey is worth the effort.
I realized that nicotine didn't define who I was, although it had a pretty big negative influence on my actions and if I didn't get on the other side of it in a hurry then the consequences could be dire. Make a list of what motivates you and keep it close. There is an undiscovered world out there that nicotine has no place in. Its there for the taking, so get yours.
Gump. 22 months