oh, i know those emotional mixtures!! especially the lonely one. im almost at 2 months and the emotional terror has nearly subsided. however, in the beginning i was very, very lonely. all that time i had spent with my cigarettes was now free-time...like i had lost a best friend.
just know that it will definitely get better...stay here as often as you need and make quitting your number one priority (it should be, it's our lives).
congrats
you have every reason to be proud!