Have you ever....begged your boyfriend for smokes when you were in the hospital after giving birth? Worse yet, have you smoked them *in* the hospital room bathroom?! Yes, because I'm an addict.
Have you ever...dug through trash cans, ashtrays, more trash cans in search of half a smoke? Yup, because...I'm an addict.
Have you ever...dragged your kids out in a snowstorm to the nearest gas station because you just *had* to have your fix? Yes, because I'm an addict. (Even worse, the kids told my never-smoked mom the next day when we went to visit. I have rarely felt so ashamed.)
So glad that I'm free and clean and can remember the bad times with nicotine.
Amy
Free and Healing for Fourteen Days, 16 Hours and 41 Minutes, while extending my life expectancy 1 Day and 12 Hours, by avoiding the use of 441 nicotine delivery devices that would have cost me $110.28.