Today, after 15 days of qutting, I am hitting a big wall. I am really missing smoking. This week I had a few upsets and wanted to go home and light up to drown my sorrows. It's amazing how often I used to do that. The good news is that I did not reach for a cigarette; instead I went home and turned on my computer and spent a lot of time on this site. What a huge help this has been.
Nevertheless I still feel sad as though an old friend has left me. It seems so unbelievable to think of it that way, but the emotions I feel are so raw. I read some of the articles about smoking and depression, so I'm hoping this will be temporary for me. I'm sure it will. Likely I will feel better and better each day about my accomplishment.
Thanks for being there.
Andi
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