Andi,
You did exactly the right thing. Read, read and read more to get through the tough days. It will be so worth it soon. I'm still having a tough day here and there but never want to go through that first month again and get more determined each day to NTAP. Just go one day at a time and we'll make it. Good luck.
Liz - Free and Healing for One Month, Twelve Days, 20 Hours and 30 Minutes, while extending my life expectancy 5 Days and 16 Hours, by avoiding the use of 1634 nicotine delivery devices that would have cost me $327.38.