Dear Water,
What a great post!! All I can offer you right now is this from Joel Take it ONE DAY AT A TIME" Your doing fine. Just remember all you ever have to do is Never Take Another Puff ever for any reason and your on your way.
Rick
Three years, ten months, three weeks, five days, 14 hours, 13 minutes and 7 seconds. 114127 cigarettes not smoked, saving $28,475.62. Life saved: 1 year, 4 weeks, 4 days, 6 hours, 35 minutes.