Hey Scott
Darn, I too missed the chance to slap you!
You are doing so swell, and looks like you got over this big trigger. When I first read your post you know what I though, APRIL 1ST is April Fool's day! Don't go there!
Keep up the good work, you are really coming along just fine. I too think you may be at that place where you know you can quit for real, forever and it is scary. Gitte has given you the link that refers to that manifestion of our addictive minds.
NTAD and you will be fine, and buff too! whoa image .......healthy, that is the way to go. Good on you!
Linda - free for over a year and lovin' it!