Hi Jake - stop worrying about it, and just DO IT. A month and a half is far too much expended effort to just throw away. You want to have to start again? Think you have it in you?

Remember, you don't have to get through every gig without smoking - just tonight's.

I won't wish you luck - I wish you to get a grip and stop asking us for reasons why you don't smoke. You already know! Now go and do your thing!

Best

This_Time