Hi to all, I have been reading how well everyone is doing with their quits. Congratulations to you all. But I am going backwards. I cant remember why I quit, and I am getting pretty angry and verbal about it. The other day my husband told me, "quit yelling. geez, light a cigarette." Guess he is tired of my attitude and I dont blame him. Today is day 51. I still want to smoke. I feel like I am depriving myself, and its depressing and nerve racking. I am sneaking swallows of wine to calm myself down. (I quit drinking Feb. 18, too, the same day I quit smoking). I dont think I am going to make it, guys. I am sorry.