I commend your honesty and perseverence.  You deserve the best for yourself.   Treat yourself to a continued healing.  Your cells are healing.   You are evercoming the grim reaper. You deserve the best.  Dont let him in.  Stay on the train ride dont get off.  the destination is far better than you think.  I congratulate you .  and even though we dont hear it anymore from everyone it still matters.  It matters because you are in charge..... not some loserville drug that took us away from everything we loved..    The alternative is coping out on ourselves and everyone else who loves us.  YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON!!!!DONT FORGET IT!!  YOU DESERVE THE BEST......  your fellow ex smoker after 20 years of time wasting, money pit, cancer causing, circulation killing, impatient non listening, uncontrolling, self absorbing, not facing the truth, avoiding real issues, excuse for a dopameine rush, weak minded,loserville smoking.............I congratulate you again.!! Stay the course. you are worth it!