Hi Audi,
I have just read your old posts and they would encourage anyone to quit so maybe you have forgotten why you stopped slowly killing yourself.........I am 50 days free now..... a bit behind you and I have just  had a very bad two days in a row ........ but I did not smoke so in a way they were good days .....it is hard at times but if we smoked it would be hard all the time......
Keep going you can do it......
Best Wishes,
Alma.