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Dec 13 11 10:14 PM
I woke up yesterday feeling miserable, I thought I had relapsed and smoked. Although as I gained consciousness I then became aware that it was merely a dream. A good dream in respect that it reminds me how horrible I would feel should I ever relapse. So it is just over three weeks today, I have been out drinking with friends who smoke and have resisted the urge to relapse by reminding myself of what a nasty addiction nicotine is. I woke up the following mornings proud that I did not succumb to ques. There was one night I was hanging out with my wife who smokes and I had an overwhelming urge to have just one… I rolled a cigarette… then I came inside and went to this Freedom board and read. The feeling past, I had no problem with my resolve. It was the only strong urge just before the end of week 2. I felt so bad about it… and I really wanted to reach week 2, now it is week 3, and each week is becoming a milestone. I’m looking forward to having Christmas with family and going to a festival where I don’t have to sneak away to feed my addiction. I have definitely felt more energetic, not in a huge way… but I think I am less lazy.
Chris
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