Joel you are amazing!!  Firstly, I can't believe that you are responding to me!! I've been watching your videos each day of my quit and here you are replying to me about my daughter - I have felt so guilty about the times I have insisted on being on my own when my children wanted to come with me somewhere - I have finally moved on and put those guilty feelings to one side, I can't change the past but I can change the future, no....I am changing the future.  Joel this story is so sad but how true - it could have been me in a few years time! but not any more because I've found Freedom. 

I had a fabulous thought today..... I truly know that this is it, I will succeed, I will escape this hideous addiction.  Its really exciting, the future is going to be brill!!

Lucie
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