I'm heading for 4 weeks and can't quite believe it, I am as strong and determined as ever but my emotions have been a bit of a mush lately, I think that because cigarettes dominated my life,  as in.. when could I get another fix? if I was asked to do anything, my first thought was how it would fit in with my secret smoking life - anyway, I'm having to relearn how to live without this in my life, there is nothing lost at all its nothing but wonderful but this whole process is making me look over myself in many other ways - its OK I'm not wanting to change anything else but its like coming out of a big fog and seeing things clearly for the first time - does this make any sense?  I really do feel that this is such an emotional journey as well as a physical one.

Its also such a buzz coming onto this site and seeing new people joining and finding new life.  Smile

Lucie
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