I have over £100 in my tin!! can't believe I blew so much money!!!

I had another smoking dream last night and woke up feeling really horrible, I do hope they finish soon - most of the time I don't think of smoking, I do think about the fact I could be smoking and don't. I'm going shopping tomorrow for the day with my smoking friend and I'm not the least bit concerned - I feel strong and determined, I know from bitter experience that one puff is all it takes and anyway, she'll have to go outside in below freezing temperatures while I stay inside!!

I still can't believe I've got this far and was so so chuffed to see my name of the list of members who have gone green

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