My apologies Joel if I appeared to be starting a debate, it really was not my intention at all, I'm not a person with strong views who wants to impress them on other people, I think I just felt regret at the years wasted, at the things I've done and I so wish I'd never ever started. 

On saying that to have come this far is an achievment I am immensely proud of and that is the most important thing for me now.  And also to Never ever take another puff.

Lucie
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