Brian, Thank you so much for your message - its funny isn't it? how we, on this forum will most likely never ever meet and yet care so much about each other.  It was a pretty yukky month but now I am doing really well, I speak to my daughter each week if possible and know she is have a truly wonderful life experience.  I still miss her so much but watching your kids grow is probably the most amazing and satisfying thing ever.  To be bringing up your son, smoke free will make such a difference to you and him its a fabulous gift to yourself and, although he won't know it, to him too.

I find myself popping back here a couple of times a week, I feel a real support in checking in every now and again, seeing familiar names supporting new members - I do occasionally wonder what happened to some who were very active and then disappear, quietly hoping that its due to the fact that they no longer need the support and are doing fine in their smoke free life.

We are coming out of a gloomy January and February and I feel a real renewed energy, I've been out and about walking loads and reckon 2011 is gonna be the" bestest" year for us Brian.

Take care and see you back here around our Silver celebration if not before.

Love  Lucie
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