Good evening everyone, 
i'm my fourth day of my quit. i'm not sure why I'm doing this at this point, I was very close to being violent towards and elderly relative today. I'm so far from myself at this point that I don't know who I am.. I never want to take another puff, but when does it improve and how do you enjoy the quit. I was a smoker for 20 years, I don't want to go back but I don't want to be this person either. 
Please advise me, I'm tears here.
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Edited 2 times by FreedomStaff Jan 4 16 9:23 PM.