Dear Tracy
I'm struggling to find the right words here....I am praying so hard that things turn out OK for you and that whatever it is can be treated and cured. Look on the bright side...you've caught it early. I cannot even begin to imagine what you're going through but I do know this ........you're significantly better off facing this as a non smoker.
You are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you a peaceful treatment and speedy recovery.
YQB Robin