Thanks again for your continued support...the most important thing in the WORLD is that all of us...NTAP!!!

Update on me...
I'm currently waiting for a ct angiogram which will show them the exact shape of this monster...then we can decided which surgery is best...I'm on an urgent list but all that means here in Saskatchewan is I'll get in this month...
Waiting is the hard part...I have been on a emotional roller coaster ride......it is pure torture...
God, my children and husband give me strength and I'm determined to stay focused and positive!
Nights are the hardest..and I haven't been sleeping at all...
I know it can be 1000 times worse..and I thank god everyday that my children are healthy and happy...
Every headache...every ache, every twinge sends me into an anxiety attack.......all I can say is
THANK HEAVEN I DON'T SMOKE ANYMORE!!!!!!
I can't imagine facing something like this and still smoking!
Smoking is STUPID...on our quit meters...some list "life saved"..but you know what..they shouldn't have that at all..because life is not a guarentee and at anytime ANYONE of us can go...how DARE we smoke and further put ourselves in the position of getting sick...etc! I can't believe how some can ignore the warnings and keep on puffing! We OWE it to ourselves and our families to be healthy..to try to be the best we can!!!!
Stay strong everyone..NTAP...cause you know what? It's just so darn stupid! Have a crave? Go for a run..cause you can! Breath in the fresh air...feel how good your lungs can feel!!
My life is now changed FOREVER...and that of my family including my babies who are only 4 months and 2 years old..
NTAP
Sincerely
Your quit sister
Tracy
474 DAYS INTO RECOVERY

"KEEP ON KEEPING ON"