Hi Tracy!, I am new to the group. I am 19 days into freedom. I liken what I have been feeling the last week or so to that of a two year old child and its mama. The inner child in me is having a tantrum, you know the one, kicking, screaming, banging the head into the wall. Then there is me the mama, tired of listening to the screaming and the head banging, and having the urge to calm the inner child out of weariness. I come to the message boards daily for that support I need so much right now! I am truly ashamed of myself after reading your post. Thank god for you! You have helped me put all into perspective. Thanks to your post, I can say with all confidence this date that I will never take another puff. I will be praying for you and yours.