Hi Rena......I hope you are finding resolve in the wise words of our quit family. It is hard to face change sometimes,I know. But I was thinking about all the wonderful things about your life that you dont want to take for granted. You have a boyfriend, thats more than a lot of people can say. Its hard to be lonely . You have job experience. You are moving to one of my very favourite places in our big world and I envy you for that for sure. Oh, you had the courage to save your beautiful life and quit smoking !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you`re gonna be ok Rena,you were smart enough to post here werent you. Dont worry about taking our time with your concerns. Thats why were here,dear. ....amcanuck