Hi Cruella,
Nothing in this life worth having is easy, and this ranks right up there. If it was that easy, we wouldn'thave to go through all that we do. But you hang in there, you can do this. We have all been there and we know what you are going through. Read as much as you can and come here if you need help. Here is a little poem I found and it is just for you:
"I wish for you...
Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Gentle hugs hwen spirits sag,
Freindships to brighten your
being,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,
Faith so that you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And love to complete your life,
YOU ARE SPECIAL, UNIQUE AND PRICELESS - ONE OF A KIND!!!
Your quit sister
Star (JoAnn)