image PLEASE DON'T GO THERE. WE ARE HERE FOR YOU. TAKE DEEP BREATHS AND WAIT FOR NICODEMON TO KISS YOUR ASHTRAY. I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE NOW, AND I KNOW YOU ARE HURTING. MY WIFE WON'T EVEN READ JOEL'S LIBRARY AND I GOT SO FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY I FELT OK WE'LL PLAY RUSSIAN ROULETTE AND SEE WHO DIES FIRST. ISN'T THAT RIDICULOUS. ZEP WROTE HER A BEAUTIFUL LETTER WHICH MADE ME CRY, BUT NO REACTION FROM HER. ZEP ALSO POSTED ANOTHER ONE ON VALENTINES DAY, AND TOLD ME NOT TO GO THERE, BUT BEING THE STUBBORN GERMAN THAT I AM READ IT AND CRIED AGAIN. I KEPT THE QUIT THO BECAUSE I HAVE CONVINCED MYSELF THAT SMOKING IS NOT AN OPTION, IT IS A DEATH SENTENCE. I ONLY HAVE TO QUIT SMOKING ONE SICKARETTE = THE NEXT ONE. HANG IN THERE BABY, WE ARE PULLING FOR YOU. WE LOVE YOU AND WANT TO ENJOY YOUR PRESENCE AS LONG AS WE CAN HAVE YOU. I WILL BE AT THREE MONTHS SMOKER IN SEVEN DAYS SO COME AND HAVE A TOAST WITH ME WHEN I TURN BRONZE ON THE 28TH OF FEBRUARY. YOU DID THE RIGHT THING BY STARTING YOUR OWN THREAD AND I KNOW THE SUPPORT WILL BE OVERWHELMING. I WILL BE CRYING WITH YOU