Dear LadyAlex,

Hey there.. first, you did the right thing to post here when you felt weak. Before you do anything rash, just remember all the reasons you quit to begin with. If you wrote them down, read and re-read them. I've heard showering is good since you can't smoke there! Hal says he did that quite a bit and he's nearly at 90 days now. You can do it...use your strength to combat your demon! You made it past the initial 72 hours -- this too is beatable and WILL PASS!! I wish I could say more encouraging things...also, go to Joel's library and read everything you can. I'll be praying for you.

Eileen
I have been Quit for: 4M 2W 1D 13h 5m 18s. I have NOT smoked 3438, for a savings of $730.71. Life Saved: 1W 4D 22h 30m