image For Jackie:
You will see you responded to this thread back on June 23. That is the last day you posted with us prior to yesterday. I am not sure if you have spent much time lurking here in the interim or not. I hope so for it can often avert the reaction that you were experiencing of losing your reasons and thus your resolve of why you quit. This one seemed fitting to bring up and point out as one of your stated reasons for likely quitting--you were tired of being a puppet to nicotine. Continue to ask yourself whether or not you want to go back to a life totally under nicotine's control again. If you remember cigarettes accurately and in their entirety the odds are your desire will always be to never take another puff!
Joel