Joel, Not wanting to live the life of a "closet smoker" anymore was the #1 reason why I quit smoking. The lies, excuses, avoidance, hiding, covering up, and the constant withdrawal I was in was horrible. Because I'm feeling more comfortable physically, I've been forgetting how bad it really was. Reading about the widow has given me a swift reminder. Thank you! I've been enjoying ALL family activities now for: 3w5d12h54s! *Candy*