I'm gonna do it this time! Because now I know what I didn't know before. And it's because of being educated. It's learning about my addiction. It's remembering my past quits which were not successful and now I know why. I sat in a bar yesterday with co-workers for one hour (between real estate clients) I squirmed, yes I did as everybody started throwing their packs of cigs on the bar and lighting up and I squirmed and I silently repeated to myself "NEVER take another puff". When I left I literally felt like I had just fleed a very very dangerous situation. Thank you Joel. Your dedication to this incredible health problem is such a wonderful thing. Thanks. Alice