I need someone to come in here and give me a good hard slap. I am fixating and I know I am fixating and I can't seem to stop. I think it is related to
a diet and exercise plan I am starting on April 1st. My mind keeps saying - hey, go grab a can of dip and dip for a couple of days and just re-quit on April
1st. Stupid, stupid, stupid. And the last couple of weeks have been really good. I think this will go away as long as I hold on until Saturday. And I
will hold on.
I don't know why I am going through this on day 89 of being free. I know I will not relapse but I am tired of fighting this all afternoon and early
evening. I guess I'll just have to take out the trump card and realize I may feel crappy but I will not let the old addict win.
Is this normal for three months? Anyone else around my time have the same thing happen recently?

