Hello my wonderful FREEDOM family.
I am so sorry to have been a stranger. I have been completly without internet for
AGES.
Well, my gold milestone wasn't anywhere near the big fanfare who-har celebration
I thought it would be. It was on the 3rd of May and while I remembered and gave myself a pat on the back, I just really got on with the job of staying quit
one day at a time through this life journey of healing. I am still having regular panic attacks about the fact it may be too late (ie already having lung
cancer etc) which frighten me but also act as a good reminder.
There is an ad on the television in Australia at the moment where a 42 year old
woman talks about the fact she was quit for two years, took a puff because she was BORED and now she is waiting to die of lung cancer..........I look at her
every time and think you poor woman - if only you had of known about FREEDOM.
Life has been interesting to say the least in the past few months. Break ups,
property settlements, being made redundant at work and my mum being diagnosed with breast cancer to give some indication..............The only reason I
mention this is to reassure the newbies (and us oldbies I guess) that you DO get to a stage where you can have your life seemingly completely collapse and
NOT take a filthy death stick.
Anyway - enough rambling.
I miss you guys and think of my wonderful freedom family every day.
All my love to you all and eternal thanks to Joel and John as always
Angelina ..................GOLD
xxx

