I should start by saying, this is crazy. Never did I think i could reach four months; but as of yesterday i officially have.
That being said, i find myself amidst an ongoing crisis. I spent my first month or so studying and reading up on nicotine addiction; and it seemed, after about month two, that I wasn't thinking about smoking that much. Now, in recent weeks, it seems my cravings have been revived and my resolve weaker. I find myself jealous (rediculous I know) of other smokers around me.
This is alarming to me, and I am beginning to once again feel vulnerable to relapse.