Hello my brothers and sisters, I guess I waited to the last point to take your time but I can feel that I am loosing my will power so please,
please help me.
I rationally know that all the reasons I have to light that sickerette are ridiculous and it will not help but...
Yesterday I handed in my resignation at work. I am moving to U.K. to join my boyfriend. South Africa is my second home (after Yugoslavia) and
I lived hear last 12 years, I am leaving all my friends again and starting from scratch, I am leaving well paid job and best boss in the world to go to new
country where I will not even be able to work until I sort out my status with papers (this might take around year or so). I work in IT and this industry
moves awfully fast and I am so scared that by the time I can legally start to work my knowledge will be outdated and nobody will want to employ me. Also this
will be first time in god knows how long that I will financially depend on someone as I can't work and bring money in. I am so scared. Yes I know smoking
will not help but I have such strong urge.
Thank you all for your help, I know it is coming. Till then I will try and hang on.(I am at work but not really working just doing lots of
reading from library)
Irena.

