Help help help help help!!!!!!!! I know there probably isn't anyone on this late, but if you are, please help me! Tonight I was
having a withdrawal....chest pain, crying, wanting.....and my boyfriend was here. He was so sweet and supportive, but then he just left. Right in the middle
of it. The worst part of it. I know he had to leave, but I just got SO furious with him. I was thinking, " He has no clue what I am going through. And
he doesn't even care. Look at him.....leaving when I need him the most. He is so DAMN SELFISH!" Then I got angry with myself for being angry with
him. I know it is not his fault......I have to beat this addiction and getting angry with the ones I love and care about is not going to help. So why do I do
it???? And why do I want a cigarette SO BAD????? PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!
~Nicole
1 week, 5 hours, 50 minutes

