Hi Nicole!

Maybe it helps you to know, you are not alone in this! I'm on my third day, and I know from my previous quits that this is absolute peak for me. Couldn't get ANY worse!!!

I went to school today, I had a test. I kept reading it over and over, but my concentration was so poor, that I'm sure I missed a lot of right answers. Then I have this chain-smoker friend in school who drove me nuts. I have a headache, my chest hurts, I have bad craves and last but not the least - I'm a nervous breakdown. I mean, seriously, everything gets on my nerves. I came home (luckily there was nobody here) and I started throwing things and slamming doors. This is not normal. But it's far more normal than smoking. And I know, this stage will soon be over, 3rd day is the peak, and after that it gets much more better. I'll be patient and I will not smoke!

Nicole, you have to pass this hell, in order to have normal, healthy life. It's a contemporary stage, don't be afraid that your whole life will be like this - it will pass.

Trii