I had a terrible night last night!! First I went to my sisters for a cook out, and I could not smoke and could not have a beer because I knew that I would smoke. I felt empty and just very plain.
Then I got a disturbing phone call from my land lord. I am lonley, I have no friends, no boyfriend just two small kids (2&4). My house is always a mess, I cannot seem to get organized, And I cannot sleep at night.
I love to play the piano and write songs and I also plan on taking the LSAT in a few months. I am a singer but my voice has only gotten worse since I quit smoking. Those are the only things that I have going for me.
I feel like I am loosing my mind. Maybe life will be easier for me if I smoked. I really need help. I cannot take it anymore! But as a member I decided to post before I go buy a pack of salem lights!!
PLEASE HELP ME!!