I'm still a newbie in the fight for my life. I quit 17 days ago, and I thought the worst was behind me. But it seems the past 2 days have been the most difficult so far. I'm flaky and unfocused and weepy and grouchy and just plain sad. I actually spent most of my weekend in bed. I know I should stay active to ride out the tough times, but all I could manage to do was isolate myself under the covers to spare my loved ones from the evil troll I feel myself becoming.
I'm sorry for the negativity. I'm relieved and proud that I quit, and have no intentions of throwing in the towel. I just feel like I'm spinning out of control, and I desperately want my personality back (except the junkie side of me). Thanks in advance for your much-needed advice and support. I'm so grateful for the wonderful people on this forum.
I have been quit for 2W 3D 7h 29m 38s (17 days). I have saved $129.83 by not smoking 519 cigarettes. I have saved 1D 19h 15m of my life. My Quit Date: 11/23/2007 1:00 AM