I am at the end of Day 10 of my quit but my husband has just come home and announced that he smoked 4 cigarettes tonight after we both quit together at New Year's. Bizarrely, he tells me, "But I am done with nicotine!" Huh???!
Anyway, big fight...blah, blah, blah...I do NOT want to resume my own addiction to nicotine. I have a passive aggressive streak to me which means that I am tempted to go out and get some cigarettes jus to make him feel guilty. How crazy is that? I'm not going to do it but I SOOOOOO want to right now.
I'm going to bed right now b/c if I don't, I don't trust my actions. This quit around, I sooooo need to understand the concept of NTAP!!!! I am not a stupid person - why is NTAP so hard to get my mind wrapped around? I understand it intellectually but emotionally, that concept can disapear in a heartbeat!
OK - this helped a bit. Thanks for "listening."