25th December 2008
Again I sit here reflecting on things - 2 years and 3 months ago, I could not imagine sitting on my computer sending my innermost thoughts into cyberspace, and telling the world I was bronze, exactly what is bronze? Bronze is such an achievement it really is totally huge, to go 3 whole months without nicotine just could not be contemplated, hey one day was a major achievement.. but here I am 822 day into the mission of becoming nicotine free - It is Christmas day, well it is almost at its end for me, beginning for some in other areas of the world........ I have discovered that everything I did smoking can be done without smoking - Go figure.!!!!!!!. I discovered that even though I adore my 2 year old grandaughter, she can be a pain you know where, my 3 month old grandson is still truly not a proper human at 3 months who is?.......I discovered that buying my beautiful husband a hugely expensive set of golf clubs (irons) can reduce a man to tears.. and that hey life at this moment in time is really amazing - I was able to do everything I wanted to because I am no longer dependent on feeding my addiction - I am free
To by beautiful QB's & QS's I say thank you - Gumpy, Robin, Wendy, Vicki, Melrose, Denny, Star, Iona, JoeJ, my little QB from down up, Megan - Oh and the list goes on (please do not be offended If I did not mention you) - What a magical journey we have begun - The presents have been opened, the laughter has been recorded in the universe, the love is unconditional - and maybe just maybe the human spirit can unit as one
May your god be kind to you - and you continue to NTAP
At 27 months I promise with all my heart that this really can be done....the recovery starts within minutes.
Suzie -2 years and three months - AWESOME