hi 51 yr. male, 2-3 packs a day for over 30 yrs. stopped all smoking on 2/23/07. have been Free for 2wks., 4d, 17h, 47m. it seems that i have had a constant
crave since stopping. every minute has been a fight, and i dont know yet if I'm getting weaker or stronger. I found WhyQuit.com about 15mths. ago, and have
been going there almost every day since. every day i would read untill i broke down and cried, telling myself that this was the road to inspriation and
strength. finally it got through, there is no magic moment of insight or strength, there is only my not smoking. and i haven't. not been easy. i feel
emotionally weak and drained. haven't been sleeping well. short tempered. waiting for it to get easier. but none of that matters. i made it through
yesterday, and i will not smoke today.

